the pain is not inside my heart any more.

well optimism is kinda hope so fear comes out of it... fear leads to anger... anger to hate... hate to suffering... and i never write anything to suffer for it... im a realist... but as you have said before... you shape what you feel into a novel or poem... i wish i could get the pain away from you...

if it's sad to you that much then you didn't get what's the most important here.
it's fuckin' damn optimistic.

sad and full of truth... blackness and darkness - so different but act as is they were one... and prime...